Blogging.
I am sensitive to
words and I've always had a distaste for the word "blog" -- it sounds
so vague and unsophisticated -- but here it is, now a part of my vernacular.
I am blogging.
I am a blogger. These words, they do not seem like words.
I like words.
One thing about people with Asperger's Syndrome - people like me - is
that, sometimes, we have a special talent, a particular interest, or a
superpower. I've met kids who know trains, who know cars, who know maps.
As for me: my superpower is names.
I have diverse
interests - much more diverse now than when I was younger - but I have always
had a passion for names.
I have always been
fascinated by the names we, as humans, give our children. I am fascinated
by the names themselves. I am fascinated by the origins of the names.
I am fascinated by the patterns in the names themselves and the trends
that dictate which names will be popular and which will not. I am
fascinated by the utilitarian purpose of our names.
As I grew up, I
broadened my interest to encompass all words. I am fascinated by language
as a whole, and how language can be simultaneously regimented and free. I
am fascinated by the rules that language has, and I am fascinated as to how
these rules evolved. I am fascinated by the beginnings of words, the way
they have evolved from languages of the past, and how the words that make up
our current English language contain bits and pieces of genetic material from
all sorts of prior speech.
Perhaps it is
because I have Asperger's Syndrome, and perhaps it is just because I am me, but
as a child - and even to this day - there are some words that I passionately
detest. Words like "goal," and the over-used phrase "work
out," and the ill-defined "hike," and the word "quote"
when used incorrectly as a verb. There are many more, I'm sure - words
that make me either shudder or cry or have some other visceral reaction.
My point, that
perhaps is discernible from the above biographical rant, is that I
like words but I love names.
I never liked the
word "blog." But I'm trying.
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